Choices

Today I’m choosing joy

Because boy oh boy

Life can get tough

That’s for sure

But you need to ask yourself

“What are you trying to endure”?

I’m hearing the right voices,

But yet, I’m making the wrong choices

Going back and forth

Trying to sort

The mess in my life

Because I need to make things right

I need to get these things out of my sight

Out of sight, out of mind.

Doing whatever I can to keeps myself in line.

Trying to to rewind

To where I was before

Today I’m choosing God,

Because He chose me

And it took so many downfalls for me to see

I now see how much He unconditionally Loves me.

Xoxo, Savvysaav ❤

Hey Guys! I’m BACK! :)

Hello my lovely wordpress friends! I’m sorry I havent posted in so long. To be completely honest, last year, I planned to self publish my poetry from this blog into a book. Unfortunately, I got super distracted with life and other distractions and didn’t end up publishing anything. I was upset at myself but I prayed about it for months and I said to myself why not write 100 poems and then publish it! (Made myself a goal) So, thats what I’m going to do. I have a few poems I’ve already written but haven’t posted. I just wanted to say I appreciate ALL the feedback from you guys, it really makes me a better writer/poet. Thank you so much for those who follow me and those who receive notifications from me. It really means alot! Continue to give me feedback in any way shape or form! ❤️😊 Xoxo, Savvy ❤

Hey Guys! I’m BACK! :)

Hello my lovely wordpress friends! I’m sorry I havent posted in so long. To be completely honest, last year, I planned to self publish my poetry from this blog into a book. Unfortunately, I got super distracted with life and other distractions and didn’t end up publishing anything. I was upset at myself but I prayed about it for months and I said to myself why not write 100 poems and then publish it! (Made myself a goal) So, thats what I’m going to do. I have a few poems I’ve already written but haven’t posted. I just wanted to say I appreciate ALL the feedback from you guys, it really makes me a better writer/poet. Thank you so much for those who follow me and those who receive notifications from me. It really means alot! Continue to give me feedback in any way shape or form! ❤️😊 Xoxo, Savvy ❤

I Remember That Night

I remember that night,

I sat down, talked to you for minutes and hours.

Sometimes I’d cry.

But that happens here and there.

As I’m Staring at the sky,

Feeling the nice crisp air,

I embrace the everything Around me.

From falling leaves

To the full moon shining bright.

Thank you, God, that you never let me out of your sight.

Thank you for always giving me the light

Even when I get stuck in the dark,

You always find a way to re-light my spark

Xoxo, Savvysaav ❤

Letting Go

Letting go seems like thehardest thing to do

Like I’m really not sure how to tell you

That I just need some space,

Need to slower my pace

Because I’m side tracked again ,

But I still want you to be my friend

It’s almost been a year,

Since we haven’t been together

I don’t wanna play this cat and mouse game anymore.

My mind is like confetti on the floor

Xoxo, Savvysaav

The Break-Up (Poem) Pt. 2

I’m not sure where to start.

I guess I can say that I finally got my heart

Broken, and confused.

Emotionally abused.

I’m not just blaming him, because it’s take two to tango.

& I will say, that I’m not always easy to handle.

Because I let the enemy get the best of me

And now I can finally see

What God was trying to do.

Because I woke up one morning,

And I said to myself “Dear Heart, I’m trying to find you…”

XOXO, Savvysaav ❤

The Break-Up (Poem) Pt.1

Emotionally damaged,

I can barely manage

My own feelings

That some people think aren’t valid

But they are. They soooo are.

And these feelings,

They’ve gone so far…

When you don’t say I love you back, why do I feel hurt?

Or am I just upset because I feel like I’m always saying it first?

I continue to pour my heart out, though we’re not together at all.

But seems like you don’t care much about my texts or calls

Because your phone is always on do not disturb

But when I don’t reply or don’t give you my undivided attention, I get kicked to the curb.

Why is that?

Is there something wrong with me?

Allow me to see.

I’m not trying to justify the situation here,

But trying to figure out how to feel.

I’m just trying to heal, I’m trying to re-shine.

Because I’ve been blinded this whole time,

Trying to look past, trying to look between the lines.

XOXO, Savvysaav ❤

I’M BACK :) It’s been a while, I missed you guys! Please Read!

Hi guys! It’s been a while. But don’t worry, I’m still writing, I have a few poems I plan to post soon. 🙂

I did take a mini break from writing because I was going through some of my own life spirals and almost went down the rabbit hole (again) and at the moment in time, I wasn’t able to get any words out. My mind was so clouded, I couldn’t see past the fog. It was all a blur.

But after a few days of waterfall crying, “resting”, crossing some lines (being nosy), being mad, throwing a tantrum, being dramatic (LOL), rearranging my room 3 times, tossing & turning in my sleep, I felt a heart-tug.

I started PRAYING, asking God to re-guide me, and my heart. I sat by my prayer wall, head down, hands together, surrendering my own self. The next morning, I woke up and my mind was less cloudy, and I was able to see the words I’ve been trying to get out. I finally got those words on paper & I can’t wait to share them! Thanks for those following me, I really do support it. 🙂 For ALL of those who see this, you’re amazing, you’s a bad ass, God loves you, and though last year was rough, WE MF MADE IT. #NotTodaySatan

XOXO, Savvysaav ❤